Saturday, May 22, 2010

I have no title

So it seems like the new thing to do is get a blogspot and I am a writer so hey! why not? I wanted to start things off a little fresh (I don't even know what that means), I have always had really strange dreams but the one I had a last night was a little disturbing but a little endearing at the same time.
In my dream I had been on a trip but I couldn't remember it in my dream, not just because I couldn't, just because I would only write about key points and that is what I wrote about. My dad surprised all the 6 kids with a family trip to Israel and the layover was in Finland (which are two places I have always wanted to go to). This was strange to everyone because my dad is one of the cheapest guys on the planet and his idea of a family vacation is visiting family in San Francisco, Oregon and Utah. But nonetheless we were all excited to go. One part I remembered of the trip was me writing on facebook "I cant believe in a few hours from now I will be in Finland!", then it cut to us staying in a random house in Finland. I saw my mom and dad talking and my dad looked worried about something.
The dream cut to me writing more and more after the trip and I still didn't remember anything fro the trip, not even the plane ride (thankfully). A week later my father died because he was terminally ill. No one except my mom knew that my dad was ill. That's when I realized why my dad planned that huge trip for us. He wanted to have the whole family together before he died.
This dream made me really sad but it made me look at my dad in a different light. This IS definitely something he would do. I am glad he isn't dying but it is weird to think that one day everyone we know will die including ourselves. Sorry if this dream put a damper on anyone's day but it inspired me to start a blog. =]